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嘩~~~成個月未寫BLOG...因為呢個月都在忙...過左聖誕, 新年...來緊下星期五就考車啦...所以日日加操..剛剛練完回家啦...終於有時間可以打BLOG...SHARE下自己既近況...宜家滿腦子也是"轉波""拉手掣"...當初半年前報學車係為左代步..見到身邊既老公都揸左成十年...我係旁邊睇好似好易咁...點知學開車唔難...難係點去睇路面既情況...係安全情況下到步..再唔係好似打機咁...撞到都唔怕...我仲要跟老公學棍波..個個都做得到點解我做唔到...我忟自己啊...學極阿SIR都唔滿意...CHOK到想嘔...真係無想像中咁易啊...係發病之後第一個巨大壓力要面對...以前考保險試...明明只有一次機會...都係唔識同緊張..我都無好似宜家咁應付唔到,宜家可以太耐都係休養中...所以突然要考一個自己準備唔到既試..就會十級恐懼...真係仲難過會考..一來唔想Retake..因為真係好貴..無咩錢去再考...2來真係好驚撞到人...路面上令我驚慌..我知道應該信阿sir會睇住..我剛才緊張到連阿sir既指示都聽唔到..腦一片空白....比阿sir 醒...有幾次都左面太貼..其實真係好危險架....但我都唔想..驚到手都震..我呢個情況真係唔可以去考試..咩心機都無晒..連最有信心既泊位調頭都做得唔好啊....我唔可以再係咁啦....雖然係唔識...雖然係好驚...但身邊有老公幫我練...其實又有咩好怕....我比好多人好好多..可能我既反應同埋專注未練返..因為吃左藥個人會好放鬆...集中唔到...所以成日呢排都食少左藥..唔知有無影響呢...

我好想刻服佢....唔想浪費左考試既機會....我要放鬆d自己....我得既...心態上要...考唔到咪再來啦..老公咁叻都係2 take la....哈哈..我又唔特別叻...就算再考都係正常..咁樣諗應該會好d....考牌官都要顧及路人既安全架嗎~~佢有要求係正常架...~~

我要做D野放鬆自己啊....要TAKE IT EASY...RELAX RELAX~~~~

我既目標係唔比阿SIR再同我踩BRAKE....我要揸車自己去行街~~~~向住呢個目標進發..我係個安全既DRIVER~~~

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